Nice truly enjoyed etching rosary-shaped bite marks into my neck, knowing that I’d be going home to my “wife.” She wasn’t sure why she did this. Jealousy? Territoriality? Carnivorous cravings? Beer-addled devotions? Scarification rites? Well, some yes – and some no.
Eunice as in “you nice” as in “you are nice” or as in “you niece” as in “you were born in Nice”; there were other theories floating around regarding the origins of her name. Was it Swahili for a scarlet meadow flower? Or Italian for a decorative black alloy used for inlays? Or an Anglo-fication of “unico” or “unique”?
Nice also claims her parents told her they had named her after a brand of margarine in the Midwest, which had a vaguely “ethnic” milkmaid as logo.
“They were so keen and exciting – I love them – but now that my mom has passed into a new phase of existence, my dad stumbles through his job and watches news on the telly. He drifts through his duties and rounds; his ambassadorial activities are mainly ceremonial now, and purposeless – he misses my mom. Me too. I will one day be strong enough to return and help my father. I told him we should do a scrapbook. I even promised to help him write a book about it all.”
I had met Nice only weeks earlier, walking a neighbor’s dog. I had assumed a longing stride that overstepped its bounds, something right out of a film dream sequence.
“I wish I was your dog,” I announced from the park bench, quick to hide the bottle of Red, White & Blue behind my back, with a Milwaukee’s Best in my pocket, both in honor of my dead old man who drank these brands with such verve as if he could prove things [like the beer’s good taste] via sheer enthusiasm.
“I think you mean ‘I Wanna Be Your Dog’. Me too. I’d have you on a choke-chain and a short leash. Are you dog or pedophile?”
“Which do you prefer? Pet or petofile?”
“I expect the courtesy of bein’ left alone...”
“For how long? The rest of yer life?”
“I am far from alone and I expect you to let me walk this dog in peace.”
“But who’s walkin’ who anyhoo?”
“One yank on yer choke chain and you’d know. But aren’t you lovely or desperate to ask.” And seamlessly, without a need to rationalize the marvelous, we ended up hanging out on that park bench that very night. We shared my beers almost immediately. I explained the sudsly and woe-is-me logic behind their purchase.
In the days that followed, we found ourselves on my stoop, in parks of crumbling concrete, in art galleries, and Bar Dollar Bill, but then quickly migrated to the Linger Lounge, talking about the awesome mechanics of a dog’s jaw. And then a snake’s. And then a career’s. I entertained her with wild tales of black-eyes and brown outs. And she with tales of an amazing life that no amount of my mythologizing could ever top. Eventually I got her to where we would brown-bag it. Anywhere. Feel like outlaws sucking brews through straws from the warm smooth boulders in Central Park. The benches on the Brooklyn Promenade. Get skunked. And sometimes in my place although Nice felt creepy there. I’d let Nice go just minutes before I might expect Djuna back to maybe change into her club-networking gear [was she really twirling in the same circles as Jerry Rubin and Vernon Loud?]. And the closer to a possible run-in, the more aroused I got.
What Nice had resented the most in her life up to this point was having to endure it devoid of her OWN adventures.
“But you’ve had an amazing life.”
“That is survival and none of it was of my own choosing.” All the people she had met – Bill Cosby, Miles Davis, Ishmael Reed, U-Thant, Caroline Kennedy, Miriam Makeba – and the things she had seen were through her parents. “They were sharp as phonograph needles and they played me well. No complaints. But now it is time for my own adventures. I don’t mean Area-Limelight adventures, I mean heart-of-darkness-types of stories.”
And that the upper-middle class sought adventure where others merely accepted the cruelty of their fate was definitely to my advantage. As an ambassador’s daughter, she had seen much but touched little – until moving resolutely to the Lower East Side – on her own. Although her dad has an apartment on Lexington and 74th and sends monthly stipends via her P.O. Box.
“It’s too early to tell. I mean, you haven’t been around long enough to not have a life to complain about.” Our deep evenings led her to thinking that I was thinking that she was thinking that she was prime material to share my moments of inebriated ultra-awareness with. “Because drunkenness opens us up to enlightenment’s possibilities. It allows us to extract the ‘OM’ from a LindeboOM
or a DOM
inion Beer. Beer apparently secretes this coded cheesy and viscous goo [not unlike smegma?], by the way, that actually initiates the yeast’s own mating processes. This coded goo allows the yeast to imitate the human sex hormone – gonadatrophin. This chain of tiny fungus organisms converts sugars into alcohol. This was discovered many hundreds of centuries ago when the skin of a fallen fruit broke open, exposed itself to the natural yeast in the air, and there began to ferment.”
“Holy Saccharomyces! The first inebriated soul!”
“The first visionaries. And then you see that beer head and the male gonad might be related.”
“To suck one is to suck the other?”
“It’s almost like this sneaky yeast does all this to ingratiate itself into our human lives – imitation as a form of biological flattery. Once in our lives it assumes a central cog – er, keg – in our psyche’s dealings with amour, inebriation, and light. Like a ‘liquor vitae,’ the ch’i, the life energy, the electric fluid that flows through our blood, lymph, and nerves, carrying our essence to every cell – and beyond. Enhancing our magnetic core that attracts us to other human reservoirs. Thereby linking aesthetic beauty, blind lust, and beer ineluctably in this delicious neuro-comedy of life. And so beer [and its adherents] must also surmount disorder, search for supreme integration, make amends between the shifting territories of mind and environment.”
“All this seems delightfully yet unreliably clear, don’t you think?”
“Well, monks in the Dark Ages knew all about this yeasty marvel. That’s why they brewed beer and allotted themselves and guests up to a gallon a day! They made beer outa oatmeal, burdock, dandelion, nettles, even spruce. Wheat was common. It’s where witbier comes from.”
“I have some sad news.”
“You’re allergic to beer.”
“To me? My jokes?”
“No. No. “Back to my name, Nice, for a minute, and then I hear it was originally ‘Nielle’ as in La nielle des blès
. It’s a purple flower whose seeds are toxic and can poison wheat harvests. In English its called a Corn Cockle or Corn Pink because the English sometimes call wheat, corn.”
“I thought you were named after a margarine.”
“Yes and no. I mean, I think I was born in Nice and so have some claims to French citizenship I believe. Nielle – I don’t even know where the whole Nielle story came from – coulda been after this pretty pink-purple flower that grows everywhere but often in among the wheat.”
“Here’s what I found: “Les graines contaminent le blé et elles sont considérées comme toxiques pour la volaille, les bovins et les humains
“Something about them being toxic.”
“Chez l’humain, les cas d’empoisonnement sont rares
“Humans who drink witbier stand a good chance of dying?”
“No. Human poisoning is rare. I got sent up the river. Did two years at Bard. I’m gonna apply to Cooper Union. I am going to use art as advocacy, as agitation.”
“But why would you think they would name you after a poisonous flower?”
“Maybe as in beautiful but lethal. Listen, I don’t think I’m beautiful…”
“But, I mean, it is not something that is up for debate. It is a fact and they probably meant is as in: Keep your hands off our daughter.”
“Probably. I mean, they did not want me to be a nun or nothing. Just to be… careful. Condom use, all that. Interrogate the guy. Discern motivation. Anyway, it’s all human fluids under the bridge of no one’s foot. Anyway, my passport says ‘Eunice’.”
“Let’s go back to a cheerier story – the monks. They knew beer had strange illuminating properties, and that’s why they considered beer a divine libation. That’s why the earliest breweries were also places of worship.”
“This what they mean by ‘university of the streets?’
“I dunno… That’s why, eventually, priests and popes condemned the intake of beer and the peculiar exaltation it produced because it came too close to suggesting divinity. It threatened to subvert some of their monopoly power in their roles as supreme intermediaries between god and imbiber, between gut and soul. And the administrators of holiness are always blocking the way between us and the other side. Some half-crocked power priests even stretched the ‘insidious delusion’ references, trying to associate beer-head, godhead, and the more unseemly Satanic activity of ‘giving head.’ Beer used to be poured onto fields to bless the harvest. After which, farmers masturbated on their fields to doubly ensure an abundant harvest.”
Nice loved these stories and all the affixed data, and rose quickly to fill the position groomed for her, that of “Brownie.” With each beer dark and full in the Linger Lounge I watched her plunge her middle finger into the center of its head. Yes. This was a woman who knew how to control the head with her middle finger, a little known but effective technique.
“Maybe that’s why they built St. Bart’s Church in New York on the site of an old brewery, the way Moslems and Christians in Spain were always building on top of one another.” It was this type of conjecture she was sure would enamor her to me. She was right. She liked being called “My Sweet Brownie” and “Lil Acolyte” because of the “light” in “acolyte.” I was pretty sure it wasn’t spelled that way but I wasn’t about to point that out and risk breaking our spell. The more confused things got the more I managed to make a lovely sense of it.
A sense of mission began to congeal around her presence: put dogs in their place, promote beer, link my being and ego to that beer, the elimination of light pollution… articulate the detrimental effects of light pollution. (Apply for grants?) It meant that hope could at last become messianic, that the happenstance had emerged as a logic beyond logic. That beer and the struggle against light pollution led to increases in crime, not ordinary crime, not crimes of passion, of human against human, but of a righteous struggle against, well, all that is aligned to and abetted by excessive light. This battle between sensual dark and vigilant light could also be described in Marxist terms. Our successes might eventually come to be measured by some equation that revealed the increased recovery of long-missing stars and an increase in vandalism of the automobile, the ultimate symbol and conveyance of massive homicide-suicide attempts.
“Where’d you learn that?”
“I dunno, books.”
“No, the finger in the head. It’s very per-vocative.”
“Greek anatomists useta believe a vein directly linked the heart to the middle finger, givin’ rise to the notion that it was a healing finger. Doctors stirred healing potions with it, knowing it’d ‘tell’ the heart whether the potion contained toxic substances.”
[Eunice ‘Nice’ Waymon: “Furman Pivo is a true zymurgist, mental seismologist, and artist. We call his works ‘repairing rips in the big dark.’ What exactly IS his art you may ask. Well, first off it’s OUR art. He has the power to douse lights, streetlights mainly, and I have the power to enhance that – call me an amplifier, then – which offers him the opportunity to color in the urban scars of light with his own personal darkness. I can give all this rhetorical form. We free the dark so it can reunite with its atmospheres. I compare him to Mark Rothko, that master enabler of dark. I’ve done my homework, don’t you worry. Critic Michel Butor once said of Rothko: ‘He produces an oasis of light that protects him. A light intended to benefit only individuals, in secret.’ It’s THIS kind of light that we seek to preserve and enlarge. Plus when he sits across from me poking his runny eggs in Odessa he looks so cute, like an owl and owls can see in the dark.]
“Plato said that perfect men – the philosopher kings – should have absolute power.” Nice, my plum-eyed houri, had truly earned the right to tag along, nay, to lead
. We had fasted, ingested hi-mineral multi-vitamins with extra vitamins B, B6, and C to replenish our bodies with the nutrients they need to breakdown alcohol. We had deprived our bodies of sleep to welcome the excitement of the unexpected into the pores of our souls. The famished adrenaline-driven anticipation, hyperaesthesia, the isolation, the “snugfests,” debilitation, the noise [Coltrane’s “OM”] that led to sensory rearrangement, and potions of narcotic ale, ex lupulis confectam
, a lovely bouquet, replaced the notions of makeup and jewelry as we headed out into the night.
I clicked on the micro-corder stashed in my coat past the pocket hole, into the unexplored body of the coat to make a secret sound recording of our journey. I would play this on my radio show [the next time I fill-in for the Bean or X-Ray-Spats or somebody else] for an audience that I wasn’t even sure existed.
We were already Brahmins of Brew by that first night; the night burning deep inside us like clumps of anthracite coal in a furnace. In search of that brackish crepuscular, that grey zone, that netherland where beer meets dark, where soul floats into alignment with ale, where I “encounter darkness as a bride and hug her in my arms,” as Nice said Shakespeare put it. And we found our first street light, a wounded one spitting out its last feeble flickerings along Lexington Avenue where whores with the longest legs on the planet wear boots up to where their crotches whisper “toot sweet.”
I stepped boldly under this light and dragged her with me. The light went easily and naturally the way of a thousand black-eyes before – POOF! – like that. And that’s all she shone. It was gone and we had killed it. Like suffocating a lover with a dark blanket. Yes! And we touched fingertips, my right hand to her left…
One whore, on the corner with zippers that looked like teeth riding her thighs, thanked me with a nod. Had we killed the hum in her ears?
This would become a moment branded indelibly into Nice’s memory as we were about to be denounced publicly on a grand scale. “Whether or not these people committed shameful and fabulous acts, the putting out of lights and indulging in promiscuous intercourse I don’t know with absolute certainty. But I guarantee you that we will catch them.” Justin DeSade, NYC Commissioner of Public Lighting, vowed in a Daily News
article about the recent rash of outages.
Law enforcement, social architects, and bureaucrats, as Nice argued, understand that light is a tool of surveillance and control. Light makes conscious what is better left UN
. Light leaves humans squeamish, camera-shy, blinded; it circumscribes instinct, clips the wings of fancy, defines the parameters of lust and behavior so that erogenous zones are renovated as trade zones. This is how we wrote it up in her raggedy spiral notebook, covered in rhombuses of fake fur. They know that light stimulates commerce. And they know that in order to control the marketplace and society and its collective unconscious – keep going Nice! – they must control fear and the consumption of palliatives and annex darkness. Their frontline defense is streetlights – manifest destiny in the shape of 175-watt unshielded mercury vapor lamps or the more common 150-watt cobra-head fixtures. That’s why to disperse a potentially unruly scrum of festivity-seekers management always turns up the lights after a concert or party to send the revelers scurrying home like Blatta Americana
. That’s why cops patrol the dark sectors carrying flashlights, scarring the fields of night with vectors of light, attempting desperately to contain the night’s ooze toward squalor and ecstasy. But to whom would we send these treatises inlaid around phenomena to render them purposeful and pregnant with meaning?
It didn’t matter all that much because adventure was now the throb in the blood, the beer in the glass, the light in the bulb. Nice was totally beside herself. She made me repeat what sounded like profound or almost Biblical pronunciations: “The rich shall inherit the lights [strategies of lighting] and therewith illuminate their conquests.”
She took photos of the patch of darkness above where once had hung this pulsing testicle of light. Her full smile made her eyes go Chinese. She gave me full credit as the “king of mind” and “ruler of dark” [capital letters come later] for the whole phenom. And for her benefit I repeated “The rich shall inherit the lights and therewith illuminate their conquests.”
This allowed me to make a deeper play for her. I drew her into the chain of phenomena and turned on the charm of my light and flattered her further and further beside herself. Of course, any too-much
of light can trim the edges off the dream.
“Yuh, know, if it’s all about darkness then why not just poke our eyes out?” She needed to know this under the scream of the FDR down where your not sure whether its fish parts or human body parts that gives it its particular stink. “Like Ray Charles or Stevie Wonder. They’re soulful.”
“Five Blind Boys from Alabama, Riley Puckett, Blind Willie McTell, Jose Feliciano, Blind Lemon… Well, I figure we need the contrast of light to fully appreciate darkness. That’s what ETERNAL light is all about.” I’m not sure where all her knowledge and musical history came from but I suspected she may have studied with Amiri Baraka [an admirer of her father I think I heard her say]. It may have been something she once whispered or something I merely surmised and then for the sake of the plot forever pinned to her bio.
“‘Light doth seize my brain / With frantic pain.’ William Blake. He was there before us.” See what I mean; Nice had an incredible sense of timing, an even more incredible memory.
And with black-eye #2, and then #3, #4, and #5 – those delicious proofs of my prowess – I magnanimously suggested that they were the result of our COMBINED bio-electro-magnetic impulses. “Loving you long in the short sparks of the night.” Nice said in all earnestness. I had no way of knowing that she was quoting Dylan Thomas at the time. Although I swear I’ve read him!
And I stared into the depth of her bottomless pupils and said I foresaw times when our combined bio-electrical surges and brain-matrix linkages would render us unstoppable and mythological. We would tap into paranormal phenomena, telesthesia [sensibility to sights and sounds beyond what is thought possible for our normal sense organs], Buddhism, and the post-Weather Underground.
I saw wild embraces where our contours would take on the shape of one another. I imagined us watching the docks’ last glowing ashes fall into the river like exhausted fireflies and the pillars, which had once been trees, collapse like an old man’s legs, giving way into dark water. Nice knew that during the days of Louis the 14th there had been a great deal of commotion regarding streetlights as a symbol of enlightenment. “By the end of the 18th century, the Revolutionaries had destroyed all the street lamps because they were symbols of the Ancien Regime
On my stoop [where were the porch gargoyles?] I proposed we rub vigorously together to increase our collective electrical charge. I’d acquire her positive charges and she my negative and vice versa, and we’d sit there exchanging charges late into the night. My Fugs for her Trocchi, my MC5 for her Debord and Fanon, my B. Traven for her Nadja
, my Celine for her Youssou N’Dour, my New Jersey for her Senegal and the rest of the world she had been dragged through. Eventually we’d go on a so-called Blindman’s Holiday, do the so-called “feelie zoo” to get around the fabulous surface that is her skin, that magnificent eclipse of body.
“Henry Miller once said, ‘It is obvious enough that the sexual life flourishes better in a dim murky light: it is at home in the chiaroscuro and not in the glare of neon light.’” She knew scholarship was foreplay, that the way to one head was through the other. She was hopeful that the words of others could still influence us. She wasn’t far gone, no, she was far and deep into it, the real it. Hope is what made her the most beautiful woman in all of NY.
“Now my father lets on in a postcard sent from his Lexington Ave. apartment, mind you, that I may have been conceived along the Nielle River, in Fabrezan in Languedoc in France. Among the vineyards. Cathar country. He likes to kid about ancestry. There may have been some struggle between mom and dad over whther to name me Nielle or Eunice.”
“That’s fair. How’s American beer like making love in a kayak?”
“Both are fucking close to water.”
We wondered if indeed this activity would save us from the brutal anonymity that the tireless pursuit of individual distinction had hollowed out for us. The pursuit of states of consciousness beyond our control or the control of priests and governors and teachers, beyond what we are daily saddled with – call it the logic of linear hegemony – is universal. It was incredibly satisfying drinking with Nice while drafting manifestoes the world might never see. Take coca leaves, glue, acid, banana leaves, rancid wheat, mushrooms – they neither legitimize nor hasten the fall from heroism. My/our hunt is technically not unlike the search for the perfect truffle, although my endless search for the perfect deli [beer knower] would mean having my criteria at hand: near home base, on a well-trodden route, wide aisles, they don’t mind me inspecting the labels at length or consulting the Beer Bible
, they are friendly and can enthusiastically recommend related beers of like quality. [ed: That, of course, was to eventually describe Abdul of the Sip-n-Snak All Nite]. This may be hopeless but I will continue, hopefully to create a modest constellation of delis, where no matter which cardinal direction I am headed in I can find a satisfactory purveyor of fine beers. Nice is right, as soon as you write these kinds of things down, they instantly begin to instigate their own resolution. Writing makes things happen. It is voodoo.
What made our subsequent illumination even more remarkable was that she had actually begun to glow like a broody “black light,” as she herself had come to jest. She was black, yes, and I wanted her, or at least her skin, to absorb me.
I told her about how Dr. Harold Burr, a pre-Curlian scientist, had already proven the existence of halos. He discovered that ALL organisms have unique electrodynamic systems with their own voltage patterns. Some humans, he discovered, had learned to harness these voltage surges. These are mystics. Wilhelm Reich thought that some of these hyper-charged beings had repressed biological surges which produced malevolent charges or “armors” of muscle.
“This is not a joke: Why do men tap the tops of beer cans just before they open’m?”
“There’s a chemical explanation.”
“To warn the beer gods?”
“No, it has to do with making sure that not too many over-anxious bubbles are clinging to the tab hole.”
She was impressed by the way I had seemingly gathered all the random awesome intelligence of the night and made it intelligible – and sexy. I was even more impressed by how she could make the phenomenon into manifesto. I never told her that the first time my knuckle grazed her erect nipple I climaxed inside my humid briefs and that each citation she sent my way added one more butterfly to my stomach.
This was a time of lightheartedness, of precocious exploration of intellectual improv. A time during which her heavenly body, limber and slender as a gangly corn cockle, didn’t so much reflect light as ABSORB light and heat, and all my lunging desire with an awesome indivisibility.Beer Mystic Excerpt #24: Book Beat >>
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